The Immaculate Conception: Baptism of Remission

GOLD FOUND AT THE END OF A RAINBOW:

Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you. For many of us who take on the a retained lifestyle, the choice of holding sexual nature as sacred energy seems to come with somewhat of a price. But rejoice inasmuch as you partake in Ha-Mashiyach; which in truth of the matter, is a deep-rooted & long-lasting resistance.

My grandmother, like me, also endured these things, seeing ahead that it could become a breach in spirit. & for her family, she is found with grace in the law. That till this day, the children of she that overcame are founded on the prayers of her lifetime. Un-separable over the matter.

COMFORT ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God. -Isaiah 40:1

The voice of him that crieth in the wilderness, prepare ye the way of the LORD, make straight in the desert a highway for our God.

Every valley shall be exalted, & every mountain & hill shall be made low: & the crooked shall be made straight, & the rough places plain:

& the glory of the LORD shall be revealed, & all flesh shall see it together: for the mouth of the LORD hath spoken it. -Isaiah 40:3-5

The Divine knows how to establish us in our way. & even when the foot slips, & you begin to backslide, the spirit itself will intercede for you in your faith. Sending one with who you can heal your backsliding. This is both the way of life, & the athletics of an interceding spirit, that we minister toward the wellness of others in a sincerity of spirit.

I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that cometh after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost & with fire. - Matthew 3:11

As it pertains to the body, those who minister about holy things live of the things of the temple. & likewise, those that wait at the altar are partakers with the altar.

Likewise do we find the husbandry, described as a collective of labourers working together with the Divine, described as a temple, in the sense of many members joined together to make up one body.

But when he saw many of the Pharisees & Sadducees come to his baptism, he said unto them, O generations o vipers, who hath warned you to flee from the wrath to come? - Matthew 3:7

keep in mind the scam that is modern sexuality as we know it today. That even three years into my own retain journey, I’ve found this scam constantly projected into my own path in every which way, even while in abstinance. I’ve made so much progress & learned much patience, having learned to self-govern my own body, only to have other people come out of the dark, & think to dictate what I can & can’t do as a result. As if they had any hand in me learning retain therapy whereby I found good graces in my faith.

Meanwhile, the financial mess that I’m in is a direct result of the run-around babbling lies & neglect I experience from these same kind of people, sowing winds of confusion in my day to day.

Bring forth therefore fruits worthy of repentance, & begin not to say with-in yourselves, we have Abraham to our father: for I say unto you, that God is able of these stones to raise up children unto Abraham. -Luke 3:8

Their suggestions on how you should maneuver in your own body come off as an insult of your own intelligence or capabilities. & as you’re attempting to heal your own conditions or circumstances, all the while under their gaze, they are consistant in sabotaging your relations to everything & everyone around you regardless of whether it be friendships, family, or even work-related. Triggering your mental/emotional well-being in every which way as if to compel you back into a reprobate nature of habit, only to attempt to coach you through that nature, with condescending tones as if you were a retard. All of this babel, in the name of peace & love.

But I say unto you, that it shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom in the day of Judgement than for thee. - Matthew 11:24

There are diversities of gifts, working the same spirit. Likewise do we find differences of administrations, & diversities of operations, but the same Lord working all in all. These being manifestations of the spirit given to every man where-with to profit with all. This is a sincerity of spirit.

Strife & debate comes with being subjected to tables in which ABSOLUTELY NOTHING is held as sacred or pure. It no longer matters as much how well the body is when the body itself, is prone to interference or manipulation without end. We completely lose sight of the overall objective of healing, when bombarded with laid out offences. At that point, it becomes less a matter of actual health & wellness, & more-so a game based on social credit & validation. That even if you were to entertain the game & perhaps even win favor, the sweetness of life is with-held, the game remains, but nothing around you is actually healed or healing.

This is what it means to be subjected to heathen tables. A table that is either too highly propelled in the sky, or lost at sea. & as long as we be subjected to ungrounded & unbalanced tables, it makes no logical sense, even according to scripture, to subject everyday people to the point of penalty to also sit at the Lords table. That being an expectation to live out the law of torah perfectly, all while simultaneously being defiled at another table.

Weighing the matter:

The only logical solution to this paradox, would be to leave one table in order to truly subject yourself to the other. But consider what you see of what remains in the aftermath? Is this transition contrary to your nature or is your needs met with sufficiency?

If your grounding feels like deserted land, then you have not yet fully redeemed the times, & the day is still evil. Selah

All things are delivered unto me of my Father: & no man knoweth the son, but the father; neither knoweth any man the father, save the son, & he to whomsoever the son will reveal him.

Come unto me, all ye that labour & are heavy laden, & I will give you rest.

Take my yoke upon you, & learn of me; for I am meek & lowly in heart; & ye shall find rest unto your souls.

For my yoke is easy, & my burden is light. - Matthew 11:27-30

These are the kind of principles that possess a potential to heal relationships that are truly dedicated to healing that breach in spirit!

This even pertains to those of us who find ourselves recovering from a bad relationship. You ever loved someone so much, that you tried to understand them while they were hurting you? I’ve been both the victimizer & a re-occuring victim of this very thing. It’s completely acceptable & even necessary that we admit & acknowledge the pain that comes with trying to manage our way through these kind of situations. Often times we underestimate the stronghold of our own mental/emotional traumas, & how these things can literally consume us if we allow it. & This is a potential crisis that’s constantly being overlooked.

However what I found & what others may also find, is retain therapy to be somewhat of a therapeutic season. As a recovery process for our own well-being. These are the things that become a testimony for others who may find themselves on a similar path or journey & as a basis of ministry, I’d love for my own experience to help somebody else who may be in need also of this therapy.

Verily I say unto you, Among them that are born of women there hath not risen a greater than John the Baptist: notwithstanding he that is least in the kingdom of Heaven is greater than he. -Matthew 11:11

Wherefore I put thee in rememberance that thou stir up the gift of God, which is in thee by the putting on of my hands. -2 Timothy 1:6

When I call to remembrance the unfeigned faith that is in thee, which dwelt first in thy grandmother Lois, & they mother Eunice; & I am persuaded that in thee also. -2 Timothy 1:5

Be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony of the Lord, nor of me his prisoner: But be thou partaker of the afflictions of the Gospel according to the power of God; - 2 Timothy 1:8